"baby we've been living in sin, 'cause we've been really in love but we've been living as friends."

*lately, i've been a whole lot of people.
      but around you, i'm me. 

thanks for allllllways either messing with my so called 'junkie' hat, or my hair. 

so, i never really posted after christmas or anything. so i'll start by saying it's been great! things are really looking up- with a lot of different things. for one, good old dinosaur phone was replaced, by a samsung gravity touch! for those who know me, you know this is a MAJOR step up in technology for me. plus, gotta little coach side satchel... (; other than that, i got some victoria's secret stuff. sexxxxi! i'm pretty much happy right now. i realllllly hope things stay the way their going. minus school coming back up. which reminds me, i've been spending every waking hour at john's house trying to get this roller coaster project done for wittle genie wallace. ARGH! i mean, make a roller coaster? seriously?! she said it'd be easy. psh. i reallyreallyreally want to go see august burns red in concert! that'd be amaaaaazing. 


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i used to hate the feeling of not being comfortable in my own skin. it was like being in a constant state of paranoia- constantly walking into a room and thinking every single person there is suddenly judging you, and talking about you. the ironic thing is, it's so selfish, because you're acting as if the world revolves around you, and every single person cares what you're wearing, how you look, or who you're with. it's something that you just have to get over, though. it's tough, realizing that however because it all revolves around being comfortable with who you are. self confidence says it all. sometimes i still go out places, constantly wondering how i'll be judged, and (sometimes easier than others...) i just think to myself, who. gives. a. shit. and, well- it works for me. if you act confident, you will be confident. it's as simple as that. 




shout out to john- shanks for helping me with this project. seriously, i really don't know where i'd be without you on this one.


i'm just glad i didn't get my face blown off THREE TIMES today... <3








until next time, xoxo.