"Please you have to help me
This is not my true face
If you could see my soul
As I have seen my soul
I could show it to you
It's rotten
It's poison
Help me please."
ihateyouihateyouihateyou.
you're so selfish, and i'm tired of hearing you whine and complain about every little thing and always degrading me down to nothing. you're such an uncompassionate bitch. you act all upset just so i'll feel bad but it really only makes me angry to see you use your emotions against me. you may be the adult but that doesn't give you the right to be completely self righteous and turn me in to what you are.
you're my mom, for god's sake.
oh yeah, happy effing easter.mine was nice until you ruined it.
you ruin everything.
Hi, VB! I've enjoyed following your blog ever since you shared your post with me after the ski trip. I'm sorry to hear things are difficult with your mom right now. I know how hard living at home can be those last few years. A long, long time ago, PJ gave us a prayer that I try to pray nearly every morning. (If you're interested in seeing it, I posted it here: http://chalkheartsandcherryblossoms.blogspot.com/2011/03/putting-on-my-armor.html) One of the lines that always jumps out at me is this: "I know my fight is not against other people, the people I see and deal with every day. My true struggle is against the world that would try to cause a clash in all my relationships." Satan would love nothing more than to distract you from the beauty, joy, and victory of Resurrection Day, and he will quickly resort to sparking controversy with your parents to do that. I know it is SO difficult when parents make us angry. I'm not perfect, and I've certainly been there. But be on guard against Satan's attack. Don't let him use that frustration to detract from what Jesus Christ wants to do with you today. I'm here if you need me! Kaleigh
ReplyDeletethank you so much! i really do like that prayer, and i appreciate this so much. you're so right about all of that. thank you kaleigh! <3
ReplyDeletejust fyi if you ever need to chat, you know you can call me...i'm kinda b/t mom and teenager ;) (ok not so much).. but it hasn't been THAT long, i still understand
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