chazown:
the hebrew word for vision; what God has in store for you; your purpose.
basically, at wednesday nights, we've been talking about this, and how to go after it. a whole lot of my past is me dealing with trying to erase it. it's a really hard thing to explain, even to myself, but i've never been so sure about anything else.. if i could erase everything of my past from when i was a little kid to about the summer before 8th grade, i couldn't care less. today, i realized that for me (as i'm sure it is others, too) finding my chazown will really be a challenge- because one of the main sources is your past experiences, good and bad.
i don't like to face my issues, a lot of the time unless i'm sure i can handle them.
this means i've got to face everything, and just realize that erasing all of that is just erasing who i am, and who God plans for me to be. now that the hardest bit is over, i've just got to open all of me to His choices and plans- not just parts that i want. <3
sheesh, i'm sleepy. too much medicine for my knee!
camden vs. lugoff soccer
tomorrrrrrow!
kick some demon tail! :D
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