3.16.2011

day eight.

first things first:

marcus mumford is sexy, and has such a rugged, beautiful voice, and i'm very much in love with it.


from reading some other people's blogs, from the youth service tonight, and from my own experiences in general, i know that figuring out who you are can sometimes be extremely difficult. i know one particular person who seems to have who he is figured out- and not all of us have it that easy though. i wish i could say i know exactly who i am, and what my purpose is in life, but i don't. i wish i could wake up one day all knowing of what's going to happen to me, and where life will take me, but that's not something that can happen overnight. finding your "chazown" is most definitely a challenge. as i've said before, i hate bringing up (let alone thinking about) my past, so to speak. and as i learned tonight, my chazown could be something so unexpected to me. some type of aspect a person can have, that i never thought i was capable of showing. it's all the process though- learning who we are. it's all through God. <3


lately, we don't hang out. we don't text. we don't talk. we don't even see each other anymore. you're my best friend, and the last thing i want is for our friendship to fall apart. we've got a lot of stuff planned we haven't done yet.. it's just great knowing that you're still there, and i can still go to you with anything even if we're both busy 24/7. so much more i could say. but,
i love you, biffel! <3


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