well... it has officially been a while since i've written in here. shows you how slack i am with this, or how slack i'm becoming. NO! haha. this entire weekend i've stayed at corey's house since my parents so kindly went to the beach... but i've had a blast. saw harry potter on friday, <3 hung out and helped corey with her absurd spanish project for mrs. timmons, and played so much guitar hero i thought my fingers were going to fall off. and, this afternoon, dirtbike riding time, and rake and run! as stuart and i say, we're going to be the lawn heros! [: it's pretty cool though- going around, to rake up random people's yards; secretly helping people out. i like it.
stuart,me,corey,mills!
i'm not exactly sure what to talk about anymore. i mean, there's so much about myself i could just let go, and vent to only God knows the people that read this. maybe that is what a blog is for sometimes...to talk about your day, tell how things are going with you- an escape. in a way though, sometimes the things that happen can be the only secrets you have left for yourself. the few things that not everybody seems to have figured out, or decided for themselves about you. the little bits and pieces of your everyday life and feelings that are meant to be kept safeguarded. not to be thrown about and disregarded as simple emotions- leaving your heart to be violated by any person who comes along and determines what they see in you. it's not fair to throw yourself into that position, now is it? and here it goes- i quote myself from the very first sentence of this paragraph, "i'm not exactly sure what to talk about anymore." if you just speak from the heart, and don't worry about how others will judge you for who you are, and what you say- it all comes naturally. <3
"words are just words- and without heart, they have no meaning."
-chinese proverb
until next time, xoxo.
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