"any moment could be my last, this is me you can take it or leave."

for me, there's nothing i love more than to curl up on the couch underneath a blanket, with a mug of hot chocolate steaming beside me. whether i'm watching the notebook, reading a john grisham novel, or writing in this new blog- i'm content. i'm in a zone, where i don't really have to think about things to let thoughts pass through my head... if that makes any sense. one of the things i hate the most is people who are blatantly rude. if you don't like what i'm wearing, don't stare at me in the halls with a stank look that screams "ew" or "wtf". it's not cool, at all! i judge waaay more than i should, but i'm not going to make it completely obvious. sometimes when i say something about a person, or make a comment on something i don't make it obvious because all in all i'm not saying it to hurt them. however, that doesn't make it right at all.

    <3 but enough of that... i miss one person very, very much. maybe i didn't try my hardest to get him back- but really... was he ever mine? i gave you the chance though God knows how many times and even said straight out, i'm here. i'm single. i like you, a lot. buttttt, that's never enough, as i see. no, i'm not asking for you back.. just sort of thinking about things i guess. <---- all of that's where my little song lyric/title comes in. "this is me, you can take it or leave." last, but certainly not least, as promised, kacee harris shall be mentioned... there you go! baaah, only kidding. this girl works wonders. she's one amazing friend, and i know she's always here no matter what. she knows how to make me laugh all the time and knows what to say to everything. if it's a guy, well, "screw em, they're not worth your time." classic kacee. i love you, big girl!

p.s. i realize tonight's post is pretty lame... and slack, sorry. i'm distracted, and just not into it tonight. tomorrow's shall be better. <3

until next time, xoxo.